1. |
GUSH
03:42
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[Verse 1:]
Maybe I said too much
Maybe I should've hit the topic with a lighter touch
Or let the words trickle like honey falling from my tongue
At least I said it even if it wasn't sung.
Was scared I would trouble you
How naive to think you didn't have your troubles too
I'll take the good, the bad, the sad, the ugly if its true
You're so much realer than you were before I knew
[Prechorus:]
Buds are forming in front of me
You took the bait then you took me by surprise
I know there's still so much to see
[Chorus:]
Maybe I said too much x2
I've never been one to gush x2
[Verse 2:]
I remember the gist of it
My heart was in the right place whatever I did
If it wasn't you then I guess I'd be embarrassed
But at the time it didn't feel like a risk
And I know there is more to say
I'll try to let it trickle out in smaller waves
I know I'll breathe down in your deep eventually
But at least the gush has washed all of my fears away
[Prechorus]
[Chorus]
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2. |
Same Old
03:11
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[Verse 1:]
My sight is intact but my vision is blurred
Oscillating back and forth between worlds
So easy to fall deeper into my head
I shuffle, I crawl to my body instead
[Prechorus:]
Walking, walking nowhere
Wondering, will I always be miles away?
My head's up in space
[Hook:]
It's just the same old -
[Verse 2:]
Under a veil of sleep, no awareness of time
Need to hear you speak, snap me out of my mind
Same thoughts on repeat, feeding into themselves
Self-help is obsolete without somebody else
[Prechorus 2:]
Awake me, I'm walking nowhere
Wondering, how I ever got by on my own
Where's my drive gone?
[Hook]
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3. |
3:3
03:15
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[Intro / Outro:]
I never thought I'd be free
It's been 3 years and 3 days
since that wave hit me
[Verse 1:]
A ripple effect, the edge
Of each concentric circle
Found ways in my head
An annual arrival
came dark and twisted in a dream
Then left me sleeping
[Chorus:]
It took a year of my life, now it barely crosses my mind, ooh
My boiling blood was meant to burn you
But harboured hate just left me black and blue.
[Verse 2:]
A sense of identity,
grasping at flaws when you don't know
Who you're meant to be
Buried but no longer brewing
Foliage around it grew and
Obscured it from view
[Chorus:]
It left my world redefined, now it barely crosses my mind, ooh
My boiling blood was meant to burn you
But harboured hate just left me black and blue.
[Outro]
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4. |
Flexible
03:32
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[Verse 1]
I thought if learnt your chart I'd be given a sign
Followed artificial light rather than live blind
[Chorus]
I was superstitious
Cynical now knocked back somewhere
In the middle
My belief is non-commital
Superstitious
Cynical it's safer somewhere
In the middle
My belief is flexible
[Verse 2]
Darkness soothed retina burn
I let him have his turn
Lay down
A moment's dissonance
Led me to harmony
(Stretched back to middle C)
[Chorus]
I was superstitious
Cynical now knocked back somewhere
In the middle
My belief is non-committal
Superstitious
Cynical it's safer somewhere
In the middle
My belief is flexible
[Bridge]
My faith stretched to fit the shape
Of each face who lay close enough to leave a trace
My faith stretched to fit the shape
Of each face who lay close enough to leave a trace
[Chorus]
I was superstitious
Cynical now knocked back somewhere
In the middle
My belief is non-committal
Superstitious
Cynical it's safer somewhere
In the middle
My belief is flexible
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Azileli London, UK
Eliza "Nell" Willmott.
Producer, singer-songwriter and visual artist from South London.
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