Name: In This House
Duration: P00H03M36S
Description: This is my first attempt at making a folk / folktronica song, and a little piece of my heart. It's an honest reflection on leaving a difficult relationship, and the confusing conflicting emotions that can arise in that time. Laced in hope, this song is a symbol of choosing yourself even when the pull back to love can be so tempting, and is very special to me. I hope you will like it!

In This House

by Azileli

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This is my first attempt at making a folk / folktronica song, and a little piece of my heart. It's an honest reflection on leaving a difficult relationship, and the confusing conflicting emotions that can arise in that time. Laced in hope, this song is a symbol of choosing yourself even when the pull back to love can be so tempting, and is very special to me. I hope you will like it!

lyrics

[Verse 1]
In this house I sit alone
You're in the bathroom on your phone
Watching YouTube videos
I know you finished long ago

Resentment snuck in through the back door
Made me question if I loved you anymore
And I knew it was time to go
'Cause at least then I would know

[Chorus]
I could lie with you forever
And watch my whole life fade away
I could lie with you forever
But I'll live another day

[Verse 2]
Made my way into the garden
It's icy and it's overgrown
But I hear laughter in the distance
I brace myself and cross the snow

Sitting with women with big hearts and dreams
Made me notice how small I've been
But I hope now I'm alone
That I'll have some room to grow

[Chorus]
I could lie with you forever
And watch my whole life fade away
I could lie with you forever
But I'll live another day

[Outro / Chorus backing]
I wish I didn't have to break your heart to heal my own
But thats the way it goes
That's the way it goes
Don't want to spend my days gazing out the window

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released January 13, 2023
Written, produced and mixed by Eliza Willmott / Azileli
Guitar performed by Molly Barnes
Violin performed by Harry Brownfield
Mastered by Thomas Donnelly

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Azileli London, UK

Eliza "Nell" Willmott.

Producer, singer-songwriter and visual artist from South London.

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